To Love and Have Life

©. Mar. 29, 2022. All Rights Reserved.

She said, “I shouldn’t 

Be telling you this, 

But I want you to call

Me your girlfriend.”

Her boyfriend treated

Her like candy kiss. 

She may keep

Him until the bitter end.

Will she change

Her looks after a breakup, 

Being

Lastly unrecognizable?

How could

She be marriage material,

If she cares for another

Man’s bed sores? 

Her relationships

Are without first dates. 

They’ll call him scared

For dodging a bullet, 

Speeding for the speechless

In the upstates. 

Her fate looks like soul food

In a locket, 

Speechless for the famished

And perished hearts. 

He’ll have a lifetime supply

Of kisses

And after death,

No one reminisces, 

More than gold detectors

In wedding rings. 

I’m lifeless with a heart. 

They’re heartless with a life. 

If I love, I have life. 

If they hate, they have death. 

Obedient to death,

She’s aged trouble

With sweet and savory

Dishes to smell. 

She rules his house

With a daily double, 

Washing the suds

From his back till he’s well. 

Her veins are like the pulp

In orange juice, 

Grasping the bowels

Of downright righteousness,

But like swearing

Is a crime, she’s loveless, 

Till the day they pick

Each other’s habits.

He reads her soft lips

Like the Song of Songs

During the dense

Dimensions of desire. 

Her whispers turn 

To moans, like sing-alongs, 

Giving him permission

To love the fire. 

He’s employed to a heart

That’s called failure

And when she smiles,

His thoughts rush with success, 

Yet, she’s with a man, 

Who shows faithfulness. 

Groceries

Replace anniversaries. 

I’m lifeless with a heart. 

They’re heartless with a life. 

If I love, I have life. 

If they hate, they have death. 

Kiss him and run Earth

Like it’s bodiless. 

Refer to the cops

As binary codes. 

Treat the doors

Like a cyanide process, 

Kissing men

Till they see photocathodes. 

On her first date,

Viewers will be wearing

Wireless headphones

At a movie theater. 

Marquees will find

Her pretty familiar

And they’ll flourish

Throughout the dusk and dawn. 

Like the movies,

They’ll attach their bodies, 

As heat transfer,

Mocking the battle tanks, 

Aimed at the black cloud banks, 

Where there’s cities. 

The moment can be so kind,

That they’re pranks, 

Full of flirtatious

Marriage counselors. 

Her heart feels

Like a default starter kit, 

But with her boyfriend,

She has mother wit.

She has a life

Outside of his feelings. 

I’m lifeless with a heart. 

They’re heartless with a life. 

If I love, I have life. 

If they hate, they have death. 

Ingrained in his mind

Is a dab of hope, 

With a distinct elation,

She gives him. 

Her breast milk

Belongs in a cryoscope, 

But she won’t elope

Like the moons are grim. 

The presents she has

Are gossamer webs, 

But her presence

Is a disguised creature,

More prepared

Than a piano teacher. 

She can get praised

Just for being absent.

What will he do

If her daughter finds out? 

Feeling like he’s hog-tied

To a toilet, 

He may say 

They’re platonic friends and pout, 

Like a lost talent scout

With a soubrette.

Regrets will come

Like the feeling of lies, 

Engraving their ways

On his furniture. 

Delusions form

Till he has the answer, 

Portrayed as the

Only thing that matters. 

I’m lifeless with a heart. 

They’re heartless with a life. 

If I love, I have life. 

If they hate, they have death. 

He can barely afford

To pay the bills, 

Attends jury duty

Like humanoids, 

Gets paid in tears,

Developing the chills, 

And risks homelessness

Like paranoids. 

He dresses

Like a hefty fine with wine, 

More greedy than

Who wants his tax return. 

Like he’s resigning from

His self-concern,

His naked eyes

Can feel promiscuous.

Like a stock market

Taking a downturn,

He will make sweet love

After the stillborn. 

U-turns can cause heartburns

Like his intern. 

The stifling heat smells

Like a field corn.

Like a mortician

Forcing smiles on death, 

He can retire young

With a backup plan. 

Mortgage will not exist

In his lifespan

May their child live

With gene inhibition? 

I’m lifeless with a heart. 

They’re heartless with a life. 

If I love, I have life. 

If they hate, they have death. 

Can he protect her

With ammunition 

Or will it endanger

Both of their lives? 

He recalls that her boyfriend

Is pro-gun.

They decrease in size,

For her ex arrives. 

Gunpowder covers

The hardwood flooring.

The day they revive,

She’s 5-months pregnant.

With more concentration

Than a land grant.

If their hearts are attached,

Their bones aren’t. 

Like there’s 

Early social security, 

Belonging

To the homeless, 

Their children

Will benefit to sightsee. 

They’re like captive treasurers

With their stress, 

Wearing knock-off jewelry

From pawn stores. 

But he wants

To eviscerate her ex, 

Until he

Breaks stationary objects. 

If she runs low on money,

Will she beg? 

I’m lifeless with a heart. 

They’re heartless with a life. 

If I love, I have life. 

If they hate, they have death. 

Interferences barge

Into his life

Like conscription

For the non-violent. 

His conscience can pop up

Like a midwife,

His purpose replaces

An accident, 

And his love life

Is unfathomable. 

Grinning

In a commination service,

He’s nervous about

Seeing the abyss, 

Experiencing flashbacks

From the devil. 

Punch-drunk

From being incarcerated, 

After he was framed

For shooting her ex. 

His failure

Is often celebrated

And the love she gives comes

With writing checks. 

Hardwired to be broken,

He endures. 

It’s God’s fight,

But he can still feel the pain, 

Then he rejoices

Before God’s domain

And no longer does

He have to worry. 

Restless Reminders Are Falling Behind

©. Mar. 16, 2022. All Rights Reserved.

He used to stare 

At the sun for too long, 

Hearing the white noise 

On the TV screen.

He used to eat

Lasagna in the dark

Before drinking 

2 teaspoons of caffeine, 

Dying his blue jeans

To the color white. 

He used to 

Ride a skateboard on subways 

With summertime

Sunglasses and sandals. 

Across his waist 

Was a studded, spiked belt. 

Around his neck 

Was a cactus for days,

Having filtered water 

That could squirt out. 

Restless reminders

Are falling behind.

Restless reminders

Are loving the mind. 

Many streets

Were designed like chiseled abs, 

Persuading

Radical feminists. 

Many men wore helmets 

To cross the street, 

Eyeing the women 

As fantasists, 

Where a store sold

Popcorn and apple sauce. 

His earphones blocked

The sound of giggling, 

Where teenagers

Played basketball, smoked, 

And poured liquor out 

For their dead homies, 

Like the Day of the Dead

And girls were soaked. 

Then, his earphones broke

During a shootout. 

Restless reminders

Are falling behind.

Restless reminders

Are loving the mind. 

He fled without a bullet

Up his brain. 

The screams

Were like suicidal pilots,

With priceless tickets

To the DMV. 

Silence was impossible

On islets, 

But the house of God

Made him rethink life. 

His step mother

Told him he was ugly, 

For modeling

Wasn’t in his future. 

How his landlady

Was a drug dealer, 

Made him view her

As an entrepreneur, 

But he never took drugs

From the woman. 

Restless reminders

Are falling behind.

Restless reminders

Are loving the mind. 

He recalled his friend

Saying he was gay.

He heard that male seahorses

Can give birth. 

He heard that it’s witchcraft,

Which is a sin. 

Like humor in a bug out bag

On Earth, 

He wanted things

That would last forever. 

He wanted a sunroof

In bumper cars, 

Chinese food alone

The following day, 

With hot chocolate

And the heater on. 

Like a couple on doomsday,

He would pray, 

That he was with the one,

Who searched for him. 

Restless reminders

Are falling behind.

Restless reminders

Are loving the mind. 

Could she be the one

Under voussoirs,

Approaching him

While she’s introverted? 

He imagined

A reality show, 

That would never make him

Feel deserted,

Recording female,

Christian contestants. 

He wouldn’t have to worry

About drugs, 

Women loving

The supernatural, 

Or different beliefs

He can’t accept. 

Looks would be hot,

Deserving fireplugs. 

Marriage would be thought of

As important. 

Restless reminders

Are falling behind.

Restless reminders

Are loving the mind. 

Of Pumpkin Spice

©. Mar. 10, 2022. All Rights Reserved.

I’m not too young to know that wealth

Is an inside job,

Full of affordable approaches,

Existing within our hearts. 

I’m not too old to know that poverty

Is an emotional state,

Like quick bread for the famished

And bruised apples for parched throats. 

I’m classified as a failure,

Having a fervent fire for you,

Beyond the derelicts

Creating what’s called folk art. 

Press your muted fingers 

On my lips and the nails 

May be made out of granola,

Wealthier than treasury notes. 

I wanted to speak

You into existence, 

Showing you somehow

That I’ll never leave you, 

Where you’ll never have

To search for evidence. 

Chivalry could be

Rekindled with our view. 

Penniless, I’m

Successful with your sweet smile. 

While trespassers stare

Like the suckling sheep,

Trying to greet

With cheek kissing for a while. 

We’ll grow smile lines

And grey hairs, then fall asleep. 

If I was so confident, 

I wouldn’t blush. 

I’m not an actor, 

So you can see through me. 

Sex surrogates could be

Jealous of my crush

And I doubt we’ll 

Be choking on irony. 

Your hair, the color of pumpkin

Spice can switch.

Your reassured calmness

Is a compliment, 

Mixed with electric

Excitement till I itch. 

Your heart’s enriched,

Having a distinct accent. 

I’ll be here for you

If you have amnesia, 

Forgetting me,

But remembering your ex,

Or forget the past

For a new idea. 

Rudimentary knowledge

Will fade like checks. 

Any blemish on you 

Is meant to be kissed, 

Viewed as non-existent 

Like grown men crying. 

I’ll touch your loss pigment cells

Like they’re not missed. 

If your face got disfigured, 

I’m not lying. 

If I would die for you,

Would you die for me? 

I wanted to know 

That about a woman.

I’ll risk my life for you

And you may agree. 

Now, I have to have

More wits than a strongman. 

Avoiding pizza, 

We’ll eat nutritious meals. 

And we’ll die on 

Our death beds for each other, 

With a bliss making

Us want to do cartwheels. 

Our codenames will be

Sound effects like a blur. 

Our superfood smoothies

Will taste like ice cream

And when I learn new skills,

I’ll still feel undone. 

My head will rest

On your tummy, then I’ll dream, 

That I’m the last person

You date or you’ll run. 

We’ll convert our cents

To sheckles and assist, 

Other humans

In living a better life. 

With plans like the poor

Getting a hair stylist, 

And rent-free cottages

With a paper knife. 

We’ve heard of stranger danger,

But we’ll still help, 

Remotely, because

The good are outnumbered. 

Battle cries can be mistook

For a dog’s yelp. 

We dated as born again,

Then we slumbered. 

Thanks A Million

©. Mar. 4, 2022. All Rights Reserved.

Thanks a million 

For your love and healing.

Thanks forever

Because we’re together. 

Nothing I say

Can express my feelings, 

Nothing I see

Can be more appealing,

And nothing I feel

Can be felt like you. 

Like you. 

Thanks a million 

For your love and healing.

Thanks forever

Because we’re together. 

There I was 

Accepting first impressions, 

There I was

Like I’m popping the question, 

And there I was

Having feelings for you. 

For you. 

I want to kiss you 

Till my lips go numb, 

Carrying you

From the Virgin Islands.

While the vena amoris

Is untrue,

My humbled heart

Attracts your sweet sweat glands. 

I feel like I’m watching you

Through film grains, 

In person, staring

At your faithfulness. 

I feel like I

Can prevent your crier, 

Tasting your cheeks

Oozed with deliciousness. 

Thanks a million 

For your love and healing.

Thanks forever

Because we’re together. 

Nothing I say

Can express my feelings, 

Nothing I see

Can be more appealing,

And nothing I feel

Can be felt like you. 

Like you. 

Thanks a million 

For your love and healing.

Thanks forever

Because we’re together. 

There I was 

Accepting first impressions, 

There I was

Like I’m popping the question, 

And there I was

Having feelings for you. 

For you.