McCrazy

© June 24, 2015. All Rights Reserved.

A lumberjack in the woods,
Sweating from the stress of shifts.
Working till blood from her nose floods.
Appalled, her hand, she lifts.

It’s raining; her workers won’t quit.
Water’s above her knees.
Splinters on her fingers are split.
Her chainsaw cuts down trees.

Her husband points at a scare and says,
“What’s that red dot on your head?”
Downward, she stares; her reflection stays.
Lightning strikes her husband dead.

Screaming, she drops her chainsaw,
Turning around in disbelief.
Blood’s pouring down his jaw.
There’s no chance of a relief.

Begging the heavens to help,
She lifts his head in her arms.
Startled, she hears a dogs yelp,
Above a cabin in charms.

The dog leaps from roof to roof,
To a Unitarian Church,
Dragging a leash screaming, “Woof!”
The owner’s in search.

She moves her husband to a tree,
Where their names are carved.
A kiss for his last memory.
Where lightning never starved.

He breathes facing a floodgate,
While blood prettifies his view.
She’s shot in the tibia with hate.
He’s shot in the cranium askew.

Promotions wander the woods.
Years strike for values alike.
Rewards given as canned goods,
From charity on bikes on strike.

A deer stares past her,
To a locomotive engine,
Sounding her as a killer,
But she’s a harmless minion.

She still has to pay her mortgage.
Resources are dwindling.
God has her hostage for marriage.
Acres of dreams matches her ring.

A goodwife not a housewife,
Lives a widow for work.
He was a ghostwriter in life,
And a breadwinner of a jerk.

Gossamer webs on her face.
When she wipes, flashlights shine.
They’re investigating the case.
She’s chopping the concubine.

They’ve searched her portmanteau,
Inside her home without her knowledge.
They’ve searched her revenue.
She’s a bookworm in college.

She’s a blithe workaholic,
Susceptible by money.
Gumshoes are slick,
With a guarantee.

One night, she looks downward.
She sees the red dot.
Traumatized, death’s preferred.
For she’s deeply distraught.

Jejune demands come forth.
The boss tries to attract.
She’s an empress of North,
Reincarnated with a pact.

In fact, he monkeyshines,
And befriends her tyke.
Birthday whines,
As leap year strike.

The quintessence of secrecy,
For the killer sees within.
Motion sickness so lovely,
Working her moppet’s twin.

Worked over her boss as a maharani,
The boss’s fired for her rage.
She has myeloma against a tree,
And a fired bullet at her rib cage.

A patroness to her poor, former boss,
For she works near his moonroof.
She’s aware of his cross;
A malison through his holy proof.

From a flophouse to maisonette,
To a mansion in the dark.
Black candles won’t upset.
Beside luck’s a bark.

No kith, but she has his ashes.
A lethargic gal working,
Knowing his gashes.
She’s busy, and now she’s lurking.

Daunting wishes, but the dot stays.
Unemployed with vigilance.
Fearless demise in a fake phase.
Breathless tasks so intense.

Stable Seppuku

© June 19, 2015. All Rights Reserved.

Persuading you to my heart.
It wasn’t worth my time.
It wasn’t the way to start.
Now it ends with a crime.
Now it’s focused to depart.

Pillows to cover your scream,
Weight to press you down.
Trade pills in this dream.
Wake me up before I frown.
I can taste your bloodstream.

Dragging you the hard way,
I can’t let you go.
Listen to what I say.
I know what you know.
That’s why you can’t stay.

Seppuku.
I’m killing you.
Seppuku
I’m killing me.

Begging you to tell the truth.
I’m losing words to honor.
Abusing your sweet tooth.
Call me when I conquer.
Torching our oath of youth.

Exhaustion in warfare.
There’s more undercover.
I find them in my nightmare.
One after another.
They’re all you, and they stare.

Leaving me heartbroken.
I won’t forget my first.
Confidence is now and then.
Love speaks to the worst.
Forcing you away again.

Seppuku.
I’m killing you.
Seppuku
I’m killing me.

Herbal List

© June 15, 2015. All Rights Reserved.

You’re an ocean on the moon,
With stars shining on.
High above the Earth,
Ripples till you swoon.
Waving for Orion,
With dams holding birth.

You’re too high in memory.
Hail in foggy sympathy.
Waiting through a black hole.
Till a tornado meets your goal.
Eternity twirls free.

Damn the world of minions.
Damn your opinions.

I’m hard-headed.
Kidneys in orchids to rid.
Blood conveyed by oath,
With a downfall of growth.

Kill the cycle killing me.
I could need mortality.
It’s a universal contest.
You just have to pick the best.

Fuck the greasers.
Fuck the life.
Fuck your seizures with a knife.
Fuck the skinheads.
Fuck the hypocrites.
Fuck your skin in bloody shits.
Fuck the goths.
Fuck the misled.
Fuck the bitches and the dead.
Fuck the punks.
Fuck the haters.
Fuck the skunks to masturbators.
Fuck the gangsters.
Fuck the real.
Fuck the numbers that you kill.
Fuck the hustlers.
Fuck the money.
Fuck the lovers blind and dirty.
Fuck the hippies.
Fuck the peace.
Fuck them crippled and police.
Fuck the emos.
Fuck the hoes.
Fuck the suicidal foes.
Fuck the jocks.
Fuck the cocks.
Fuck the cheerleaders with shocks.
Fuck the nerds.
Fuck the birds.
Fuck the trees which brings them words.
Fuck the preps.
Fuck the fame.
Fuck the luck that’s their name.
Fuck the loners.
Fuck the silence.
Fuck the owners of violence.
Fuck the junglists.
Fuck the liars.
Fuck the broken with fires.
Fuck them all.
Fuck them more.
Fuck them raw on the shore.

You make the equinox in June,
To March through December.
Noon through midnight,
With playmates in a sand dune.
They kill for you—I remember.
You’re high, and out of my sight.

Cruising in wounds, my veins,
Painted in brain-waves of blood-stains.
Cutting for the elixir of bliss.
I’m pissed; I can’t resist the abyss.
Whipped with chains behind sand grains.

Damn the fires.
Damn the liars.

Timing your tranquility.
Forced to laugh, then I yell free,
Meditating to the sun rays,
Like a blacksmith at plays and buffets.

Lyrical chakras of notion,
Singing in the enchanted ocean.
Inspiration when I kill.
The feeling of goodwill.

8:00 A.M., I’m a self-centered man reading self-help books,
With a handful of handwritten promises cut out of windpipes.
My loves heart’s a contortionist with a flexible schedule,
And there’s a cramp in my mind from thinking about her looks.
She’s unimpressed with my obsession burning patriotic stripes.
She’s viewed as the ocean, but she’s belovedly cruel.

She’s everywhere; she auditions for love.
She’s even on sitcoms with all black males.
Blackmailed in a black neighborhood,
Blackened when she’ll blackout,
She teases a nigga while she’s above,
For I know she dates white people in tales;
Even in movie sequels like she could.
If she loves me, I highly doubt,
But if she dates, it’s when I make her look thinner.
Skin her, and make her know a new origin.
White days to color shining the winner,
Giving miscarriages to harlots in skin.
Perhaps she can favor me as African.

It’s Monday, and fluorescent lights haunt Aztec paintings.
As cicadas annoy baristas,
Cicadas discover bodegas.
Cicadas imprisoned in a picture,
Which frame is made out of crystal quartz.
“Hurrah,” like the fondness of a sister in brotherhood.

Suffer that witch to live, for she was here,
Healing the world under a bridge.
Enemies were as vulnerable as avocados,
And she showed no fear.
Syringes made them cringe,
For the herbalist knows.

Ex Season

© June 6, 2015. All Rights Reserved.

Once portrayed a hero with fame,
Is remade a lover insane.
Possibly, what made him this way?
He had nine wives here to stay.
Lost in a gaping shame.
From his porch, there’s still rain.

Julie, at ten, was his first crush,
Who served every branch in the military.
She slept with a gun in a fortress,
With custom-made bombs to kiss.
Every tank gave her heart a rush.
She’d beat him like nothing ordinary.

Amber, a biker, leaving him.
Deceiving on a road to hotels,
She’d chat with her gang,
Using drugs and slang,
To an affair with a gal named Kim.
She sped past many doorbells.

Kim, his favorite cowgirl.
She trained a bull as a car.
She’s what every man kills for.
She used him for money and more.
Her yelling made his body curl.
She’s a rebel-slash-superstar.

Sheila’s a claimed pirate.
She hid her treasure chest,
In a ship with food inside.
While he starved in the house and cried,
She had enough food to profit.
Always, she wore her bullet proof vest.

Helen, a yoga instructor,
But also a well-known felon.
She lit his house on fire,
And slashed a knife through his car tire.
She slept with Daniela, a broker,
Claimed to speak to every demon.

Daniela, his fifth grade bully.
They went to prom in high school.
She flirted with teachers.
After graduation, public speakers.
Her old boyfriends beat him, clearly.
Her siblings beat him like a fool.

Lola, a wealthy business entrepreneur.
She saved her money while he paid.
She accused him of beating her.
He went to prison and met a lover.
More came to love with a leader,
But nobody gave him aid.

Nina, a lying, ghetto gal.
She’d steal his belongings to sell.
She was a lovely lion tamer,
Living like the control was in a gamer.
She was indeed his pal,
But his worries made them fail.

Sally, a suicidal make up artist.
She hated life, but claimed his love.
Mid-Summer, she lost her wedding ring,
Later, he saw it on Julie in Spring.
She argued, and he slit his wrist.
When buried, she took his clothes above.

Ice Drunk Maniac

© June 3, 2015. All Rights Reserved.

Skating on frozen wine,
With silhouettes of trails,
Cascading a cold line.
A breeze only in tales.

There’s an avalanche in my skin,
Racing to a masquerade.
Icicles hang as chandeliers.
My heart’s cold, but it stays open.
Stairs drip, and they never fade.
I’ll breathe if winter disappears.

It’s cool. It’s cool.
It’s as cool as Yule.
The cool magic.
I’m not a fool.

Well, motherfuckin’ freeze!
Motherfuckin’ freeze!
It’s a hold up!
Get on your motherfuckin’ knees!
It’s so cold, it’s hot.
Mistletoes to pot.
Cold froze everything I got.
If you don’t budge, you die.
No questions. The air’s shy.
I’ll shoot you with a flare gun,
While you’re tied to a stroller.
You’re stoned by every type of boulder,
With “Please!” screaming down your shoulders.
You’re in hand-me-downs,
With a pacifier. You’re bipolar.
I’m a soldier in a ghost town,
As destructive as ebola.
Put you in a coma.
Have you eat a cobra,
With a monument of a penis,
Sitting as your blood shoots to Venus.
Maniacs, brainiacs invited.
It’s time to die. Let’s get excited.
Your tits are doing the helicopter.
I’ll drag them in another dimension,
And tell you to suck it proper.
Your squad’s missing with infections.
Giving you directions.
Here’s a gun with bullets to kill.
They’re warm enough to heal.
I’m shooting you like the ice will go,
Matter not if you’re high or you’re low.
Disrespect me? You wanna reject me?
I’ll break your sect, you phony.

I’m frostbitten in rain.
Hailstorms after snowstorms.
Life’s so mundane.
Peaceful after the warm forms.

There’s ice picks in my heart,
Igloos on glaciers,
And snowflakes crowd the entrance.
Moisture shivers on the chart.
Degrees sink to lower numbers.
Hyperventilating with endurance.